my journey through life

This part of my life is called " Change". I was never a religious person. I always prayed in respect for my mother wish and desire for me . I always believed that  positive  energy is within us and not outside in form of idols. i used to think it is always your handwork, sincerity and persistence,  that earns a good life and fortune. I used to blame people for their situation as they could have worked harder to make a better living . I used to not believe in superstitions and all those tactic people do and preach to make life comfortable. Visiting "Guruji" and self proclaimed " Baba"to find solutions to one's life problem is most regretful thing a person can do. I used to hate at idea of having to do anything like that. I believed life takes its own course, why should we try and change the faith and destiny. Our external actions and "Totka" to solve life issues might alter the path set for us and we might land up somewhere else other than ...

When  time is hard when time is not in your favour , the only thing you can do is "wait". Wait for this tough and bitter time to get over to a bright day. Wait to move from a heavy heart to a love filled heart. To cursing your life to  loving every moment is wait. Patience become the greatest and most possessed virtue.Keep moving forward. Patience and believe that you can do it.  Keep trying trying even if it fail all the time. Keep trying even if you see darkness in future. Hope never dies. Hope keeps one moving. Hope for a better and healthy tomorrow. Hope your dreams stay alive and keep pushing you to get better of yourself. Can you stand this tough time or the tide is going to take one  down ? Can you emerge stronger in this wind ? Can you pull your loved one above this  sinking life ? Can you ? Can I?

I couldn't believe I am back to my most favourite thing - writing. Life is not the same anymore . It have many twist and turn now. It has many responsibilities now. It has much love and much naughtiness now. Life is like "living in the  moment". I am mother of two cute little angels. I gave birth to my twin boys in 2017. My munchkins  are ,one and a half year old,  sweet and  naughty and  full of tantrums toddlers now . They are my everyday.  They are my meaning to life now. I wake up to them ,  be with them and sleep with them . Life is like a lemon now. Sweet and tangy . You can take it with a pinch of salt or make  fresh sweet lemonade. My sweetheart  suprise me everyday with how soon and easily they grasp things. Even smallest of thing is a learning for them . What is apple what is banana! It is simple amazing to see them beginning to claim their  independence. It's so much joy to see them assert their identity and show their pers...