27.April.2010

I am nervous today.I am excited too.A sense of fear and of risk taking is bothering me.A hard decision,whether it will be right or wrong? Whether it is what i want or is it not? Whether it makes me and my loved one happy or not? I dont know. Decision making is so hard and emotional process.
The road of life is never straight and never certain.You get twists and turns,when you are at your best speed and then suddenly danger, fear haunts.You get smooth travel and you realises that something is missing, something more have to be here. So a sense of restlessness comes.You never know how short the road is and when it ends.So you want to do everything.Hence, the perfect plan of life goes for a toss and a sense of ambiguity creeps in.You meet travellers,when you travel on road of life.Some are like you ,Some are indiffrent to your wishes.Some sticks along and become companion for life.While other shares few good and bad moments and then change path. Some creates boulders for you and give challenges to ride comfortably. One commonalities which is arrived at ,is all the travellers become part of life and connects somewhere through various emotions. So keep travelling and enjoy the vivid nature of journey..

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