17.April.2010

Have u ever felt blank? Have u ever felt no feeling.. like no thinking.. just blank? Have u felt that you can't think beyond? Have world seemed shrunk to just two steps? Walking across the road and just till the other end, seems like a battle.Just to walk, every step takes an effort. It feels the heaven falling and staring at the sky seems so relaxing. Finding answer to questions or finding questions for answer seems like best thing to do. You seems to stand in two boats but are very sure that boat has turned upside down and you are drowning. You don't know swiming and that adds to your misery. You cry for help, shout for your life.. but nobody comes.. its seems like an end. Every second seems like a lifetime. Every second is kept alive with hope. Brain stop working, but heart is beating faster with innumerable memories. Memories of every single second you spend laughing, loving and caring with your loved one. Memories of time when you could have done better, when you could have cared more, when you could have loved more, when you could have went an extra mile, when you could have juts hugged, when you could have stoped and smiled,when you could have said sorry. You wish to rewind and play it again. Every word of your loved one seemed like a song. You wish that you could have held his hand more tightly and not let him go.. But life is left stand still.