16.April.2010

Once again the autum has come. Once again leaves have fallen. Once again the wind is dry and strong. My heart is once again lonely and heavy. How important it is to experience the sadest and darkest phases of life! But what if the darkness becomes the way of life. What if those dark clouds startliving with you! Deadly hollows of heart just deepens and empties the soul. Feeling of faling apart acts like a hangover, that never goes how hard you tries. Like a earthquake, you are shaken like a dead body. Once again you wait for the spring. Once again you wait for new buds. but deep within, a fear never goes..

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